Hai friend a.k.a bestfriend.

assalamualaikum semua. hai. dah lama sangat tak menulis kan?
and yes, today i wanna write something.

i nak cerita someone that i fall in love right know. and yes it is she. well, itu tak bermaksud i am lesbian. hahahha. okey, i just wanna told u about my friend, my bestfriend.

that was in 2014, and memang baru baru pun lagi, last year.
aku dapat tawaran ke uitm Tapah, Perak. huhhh, i cannot believe i accept that offer and go to that ceruk!! uitm is far away from pekan Tapah but i just need to think positive,"Kalau jauh dari bandar, tak de lah nak berjimba sangat kan. Heheheh" and i got course Diploma in Science Actuary for 2 and half years. okey, back to the main.

I meet she there, at uitm Tapah. I am so sorry i cannot remember the date that we were very closed. At that moment is when she asked my help for studying account together. Our result was so bad but maybe she believe me and she wants my help. FYI, i tak reti nak ajar orang, i tell her may reasons but she believes, so that's okey i said.

We study together, she always came to my room when we have quizes or tests. I tak kisah langsung dia nak datang sebab masa tu dah selesa dengan dia and we share our secrets. I just keep it as secrets because we make a promise to not tell anyone. :)

Time final lagi banyak datang bilik, al maklumlah nak final kan. But it never bother me. I so happy that both of us can answer the papers and as a prove, we got dean list. Yes, I am very proud for both of us. But it only at semester one.

I think everything changed at semester two. I dont know why but maybe because she closed with someone else, with someone that she more comfortable to talk, to study together and everything. I dont know what the problems but we started talk less, not as usual friend, bestfriend. I miss our conversation, i miss everything what we do together. :,(

Sometimes i felt like "what i have done for her is useless because at this moment, we are like not knew each other, like stranger that never talk each other. i felt like dipergunakan sometimes. bila nak dicarii, bila tak nak dibuang saja" sorry for what i have said but that actually what i feel right now. I know she maybe will not read this entry but at least everything dah terluah.

I just hope kita macam dulu. Buat semua macam samasama, and share everything and hmm we make everything together. i also hope that you will never ever forget me if you already found someone else that can make you more cheerful and happy.

well, that all maybe before my tears more heavily. love yaa. muahh 

friends :)

assalamualaikum pembuka bicara. di sini saya ingin berbicara. heee.
well well well. setelah sekian lama aku tak menguptade blog. today aku rasa macam nak berceloteh lahh pula. heee

okey. di sini saya ingin mengatakan bahawa saya merupakan seorang pelajar lepasan SPM.
hmm,, result tak okey mana tapi gua bersyukur gila lahh dgn result yg ada walaupun time mulamula tahu tu macam down sikit. disebabkan dorongan family and kawan kawan. aku semakin tabah. cewahhh.

okey nak sabitkan cerita dengan tajuk di atas. aku nak cakap jelahh yang I AM REALLY MISS MY FRIENDS :'(

xkesahlahh kawan tu aku rapat ke tak dulu. tapi aku rindu semualah yang aku kenal.
aku rindu budak budak SEBATI,,budak budak SABS especially classmate and budak hostel and tak dilupakan aku rindu budak budak MUSHA. :* dan tak dilupakan kepada guru guru yang mengajar kami. heee :)

and aku rindu semua AKTIVITI YANG ADA. hmmm, nak have fun...hidup makin besar makin rumit wooo....okey sabit kan. haha

and sekarang yang aku perasan. aku banyak luangkan masa dengan kawan kawan yang aku tak rapat mana dulu. mana kawan yang aku rapat dulu? aku text tak reply. xkan xde keditt. msj pakwe boleh.. hmmm, aku sedarlahh sape aku. mulut kata rindu, tapi hati Allah saja yang tahu. okeyy, tu jelahh. assalamualaikum :)

SPM :)

pagi yang hening? haha taklah. time buat nie waktu pagi. sumbatsumbat buatlaa gambar nie. tak sangka dia touching :) yedokk? :) btw goodluck to all SPM canditates. SPM at the corner right now. GOODLUCK! TOGETHER WE STRIVE FOR ALL A+'s

SUSHI KING

assalamualaikum, akhirnya aku dah menjejak kaki ke tempat alah nie. best jeh tapi tekak aku tak dapat menerimanya. terimakasih K.linda n Abg Wan. :)

DIA :)

Assalamulaikum. Entry kali ni pasal DIA. Siape DIA? Ape DIA? MACAM NIE CERITA DIA 

Dia nie sokmosokmo laa nak suruh aku usha DIA. Kalau tak USHA kan hilang. Lepas tu kalau DIA tak de memang tak completelaa segala aktiviti yang aku buat. Seriously, memang tak syok. DIA nie memang kena sokmo ADE. Kang hilang susah. Kalau dia ada memang semua orang nak kat dia, memang DIA nie yang mencipta memory. Susah untuk dapatkan dia dengan diri sendiri. Tapi aku rasa DIA dengan orang lain. TAKPE TAKPE ! Dia salah satu wishlist aku, aku akan cuba dapatkan dia. Walaupun dia tak berape nak ringan + comel. INSHAALLAH aku akan cuba dapatkan HA! USAHA TANGGA KEJAYAAN. Dia nie memang suka ada dalam warna merah and black only. Aku nak dapatkan dia dalam warna warni. aku harap aku dapat miliki DIA by my own.